Jackie
I understand and we all want someone like that however, weve been through this ever since high school you have to find happiness within yourself first before u have happiness with someone else. I know u want someone who loves u and everything and i know what thats like but at the same time ur only young once and we are in school. Focus on getting urself better and forget about those guys because when u least expect it someone will come through and surprise u and ull fall in love. Dont look to hard and be to impatient let it wait on u Jackie.... I hope that you have a better year and take my advice

Love Ur girl
Java