I am happy happy happy! I am so excited about SB. I am going to have so much fun. Sean is excited too. We leave Thursday and that can not come fast enough. We are going to have so much fun. I don't even care what we do as long as I am there with him. So happy. Anyway I am going to go before this gets all korny. So Over and Out.

Today was shitty. I came home from a wonderful night at seans house. And got the Lecture of a lifetime. According to my parents I am doing everything wrong. I have no focus and no direction. I am supposed to find something to do that makes me happy. Well... What and the hell is that supposed to be. I am not happy. I hate my job. I don't make enough ( Read more... )

My name is Sean. I think January is awesome. The end.

Hmmm wow. Just woke up again for like the third time today. How sad.. lol... I have to work tomorrow morning... so yea... Only get to see sean for a lil bit tonight. I am so going to bed early. Hopefully tomorrow I will find out my schedule for next week and then I will find a way to get the days off that Sean wants to go to SB. I am so excited. It ( Read more... )

Hmmm... Well today is the most lazy day ever. Sean woke me up entirely too early for me to function well. I could have slept all day. Yesterday we were really lazy too. Slept in til noon. Hung around my house all day. It was cold and rainy outside. We had a fire in the house. It was nice. Then my dad and brother stole sean away. It was ok though he ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at home and it is just a normal day. My niece and nephew are her and staying over. That is rather normal. My mom is busy in the kitchen and doing her normal complaining. My dad and brother are playing Tiger Woods 2005 with Sean. Somewhat a new thing. but still quite normal. And here I sit. Typing on the computer. I don't think I have ( Read more... )

Some days are not like any other days. Some days I feel more lost than on those that I was lost before. Is it possible to fall deeper into the depths of the lost? Is there a bottom to this pit of sorrow? How do people actually find themselves? I shall wonder if it ever possible for me to find myself. If I will actually get out of this darkness ( Read more... )