well all the college kids are lingering on back and now my life is about to go back to the lovliness it was.. yea right. Everything has been so messed up lately i don't really know how to handle it. First of all there is the whole tyler situation which is pretty messed up... we havent spoken since christmas.. and i really miss him and i really want ( Read more... )

its been so long ( Read more... )

its almost christmas and i havent even come close to finishing my shopping!!! OMG!! i'm starting to stress!!!!! And school sucks and i have shitloads of homework to do for wed. but i'm probably not gonna do it.. and i met some new people that are wicked fun to hang out with... especially when ur drunk hahaha.. Last night me and brittany were ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE: On The Outside ( Read more... )

tonight is one of those nights when your just really sad and depressed and you don't even know why... i hate it. i feel like curling up and just crying for hours. There's so much shit going on and i hate how i can let it not bother me most of the time and then it just hits me like tonight. Everything hits all at once. This year i seriously like ( Read more... )

nothings goin on.. tonight is 1 of my 2 nights i don't have to work so i've pretty much been doin a lot of homework. Last night i talked to Tyler for the first time in a while.. he's really sick, he woke up at 6am yesterday morning and was puking and i guess he didn't stop til like mid afternoon, and then when i talked to him last night he said he ( Read more... )

so yeah, i had a really awesome weekend, and now this week is kinda sucking. I'm so stressed with school and college shit and christmas its ridiculous. I'm not even sure i want to go to college anymore.. it just doesn't really appeal to me... i know i probably will, but i don't think i want to. And school is just stupid and i hate it so much.. and ( Read more... )

whew. a lot has been going on...since last wednesday brian has been in Virginia, and i've had the house to myself.. but tonight is the only night i've actually been in it alone. On wednesday night my nana stayed with me and she made thanksgiving dinner for me and my aunt and uncle. it was so good. Then that night a few random kids were here, and ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while.. not tooo much has gone on.. work, school, hangin out .. u know:). Wednesday i hung out with Heather and Mary and Anya and went and met Mary's boyfriend thing and his friends. and they are all really cool. I met this guy named Dan, he's really nice, and fun to hang out with. So we hung out with them that night, then we ( Read more... )

well nothing really has been going on lately. Yesterday(monday) was such a long day, it was the first day back to school and everyone had lots of stories hahaha. last night at work i was soo overtired and rowan and i were having so much fun haha, she threw a book at me!! hahah it was fun! Today was also a long day, probably becuz i didn't sleep too ( Read more... )