Mothers day in my life today...

[jnstckl165]

Yesterday I was at the Hoys house and we gave presents to Em for her birthday. I was a little depressed all night. I tried to snap out of it and all but I couldn't. I am just at one of those really really deep valleys of depression. I feel as if my life isn't worth it anymore but not suicidal at all. Somethings you jsut wish you didn't ever

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[queeninmydreams]

I love you too Kingy-poo. And I am here for you.

[thaen06]

Here's what I have to recomend...take time off of looking. Take a few days, or a week, or a month, and just spend time with your friends. Smile at the faces that are always there for you, hug those who will never leave, and just maybe someone will wander on in on you. You never know.

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[eleena_thea]

K-Lubb has a journal? Awesome. This is Stephanie H. Wassup?

[anonymous]

welcome to my underworld of daily crapiness
sorry... i couldn't resist. my nose is broken, and it hurts like none other.

i love you sooo much, though. no that. correction: KNOW that.

gah!!! it's affecting my abilities.

[eleena_thea]

Well,

I am very sorry that you are feeling so down. I think we all go through those, how you so poetiucally put, deep valleys of depression. It's one of those life things. But, I don't think trying to find a new gf just to get over the girl who turned you down will help anything. Your just setting yourself up for another relationship startedm for the wrong reasons. Instead, you need to realize that there are people outisde of silly high school girlfriends who can make you happy. THose people are your friends. Let us do our job. We'll do good.

And, I wove you too!

Stephie