today was ok.. my first day without talkin to mark. it kind of sucked, i kept lookin at my phone thinkin he would call. i am kind of sick right now prolly due to my stress But at the car wash it wash it was fun, washed some cars made money. im kind of happy that i am single now because i have a lil crush on this boy. his name is andrew n i went to ( Read more... )

WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL LIKE THIS! ITS NOT THE FIRST TIME I HAVE BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I DID THIS TO MYSELF. I SHOULD HAVE GOT IT THRO MY HEAD, IT WAS NEVER GONNA WORK OUT. PART OF ME BELIEVED I HAD MY WHOLE LIFE FIGURED OUT WITH HIM. WE WOULD TALK ABOUT HOW WE WANTED TO SPEND OUR LIVES TOGETHER, HOW HE WAS SO SCARED I WAS GONNA LEAVE HIM. ( Read more... )

I have never felt so alone n scared in my life. I dont kno what i did to deserve this but i guess this is how love can bite you in the ass. Even tho i knew that i was gonna find someone else while mark was gone, just hearing him tell me that he doesnt kno anymore really made it worse. Maybe during the last few days my love for him grew, but only to ( Read more... )

Girl: hey baby i want to show you ( Read more... )

today was go go go..i got up at 10, watched ER until 12, cleaned up, went to visit kyle n my friend kim. I also went to my friend courtneys house for a lil bit seeing as how i rarley talk to her.. finding out her steo sister made out with some boy she liked. mind you courtney is 15 n so is the boy, her sister who was my best friend growing up, she ( Read more... )

ok so yeah today i worked n stuff. my voice is goin out n working inside line today during luch did n big one to my voice. customers were being stupid n not paying attention, i had to yell out order numbers really loud more than once, people suck. then cody the cool manager bought everyone fazolis, n mike n shaggy came into work n just sat at the ( Read more... )

well i dont kno what to say.. been a while.. well today me n my friend went to the mall, got some clothes, went to abercrombie n spent 16 bucks on a shirt. but it was cute. put in a application while i was there seeing as how Areo will get back to me n a week, still keep my options open, after that we went to go visit her boi joe.. he is really ( Read more... )

God i wish in life you can get the things you want so badly!, just when you think everything is goin good.. BAM!! slap in the face, reality sucks. well latley i have been hanging out with my friend carri alot.. she makes me feel better because of somethings this past time. i am glad i have her as a friend, i wish we would have became friends soone ( Read more... )

whoo hoo.. i am finally 17.. i had the greatest birthday!. i got my belly button pierce, which didnt even hurt that much, i was scared at first but it was so fast, so if anyone wants to get it done.. it doesnt hurt more then gettin ur ears pierced. but then i picked up carri, then went to kyles to get him n andrew to go to hooters for my birthday. ( Read more... )