I can't hold it in any longer. This is how I feel. The whole lot of it.

A little bit over a month ago I became involved with duncan_james. We had a nice relationship. He took me out, kissed me, held me, treated me like a lady. He made me feel special. I had finally found love in all of the right places. I believed that I couldn't get any happier. I was right ( Read more... )

I spoke with Paul earlier today. We haven't talked in what seems like ages. He popped up like he always does and we broke into a conversation like we had just seen each other yesterday. It's nice talking to Paul. Comforting. He always knows just what to say to make me feel better. We talked about various things. Among them was one of our favourite ( Read more... )

JON LEE, WHERE DID YOU GO?

I'm really not sure what to say. Things have been interesting lately. I went to the chiropractor yesterday. He told me that if matters get worse I would have to use a wheelchair. I'm not scared. Wheelchairs aren't that bad. Everything is going to be fine. I'm not worried. Duncan and I have been really distant lately. I'm not sure if he still wants ( Read more... )

Everyone welcome and add r_stevens. I love her to tears. Welcome back, Rach. This is not a one liner. I repeat this is not a one liner.

My paid account supposedly expired two days ago yet it's still going. Livejournal wants me. ;)

Have you ever felt like the whole world was against you? I have. I do right now. Everything is just a mess and I feel like I'm the cause of all of it. My back...I don't even want to discuss it. It's been such an issue of concern lately. Someone on the street actually had the nerve to come up and ask me if the others were kicking me out of S Club ( Read more... )

I'm not dead. Just a little sleepy. A real update coming soon. My back is killing me. I've just been miserable the past couple of days. Everything will get better. Soon I hope. :)

A few things have made me a bit self-conscious lately. Thanks to everyone who did vote for me. I added you all ( Read more... )

Damn it all. I should update ( Read more... )