I'm back in Philly now. I flew out from Orlando about midday yesterday, after I wished nickwheeler a happy birthday and, well, basically said my last goodbyes. I told him that he'd have a great time with Emmy because he will. As much as I hate to admit it, she's a genuinely wonderful person and she surpasses me in many ways. I'll never be as close to ( Read more... )

Since we all know I'm a musical buff. I was in one, after all.

( yeah... )

Okay, I have to apologize for my actions, first and foremost. I was disgustingly psychotic towards Nick and it was quite pathetic. I guess I just got my hopes up way too high and grew too attached to him, which caused me to come off as a psycho bitch, and... yeah. That's really not me at all. He may be completely over me, but I'm working on it ( Read more... )

Yeah hi.

I don't care anymore at all, really.

I'll just avoid reading the comments on Nick's journal and that will make everything super fine and dandy because I'm not at all bothered until I do.

christian_l is back, everyone should add him because his band is the sex. I've been told that I look like Samara Morgan from The Ring when I look down and rock ( Read more... )

Well, Jesus.

It looks like I lose at everything.

I can't even believe it. It's almost unbelievable how big of an imbecile I am, apparently.

Tyson is taking me out for ice cream later on to try to cheer me up. It will because ice cream helps everything ( Read more... )

I didn't go to Australia after all.

I stayed here with Nick. I just couldn't bear to leave, so I cancelled my flight at the last moment. Nick drove me to the airport so I'm not sure if he knows about this, but when I went to get on the flight, I just couldn't do it. I sat there while everyone boarded. He told me that I am beautiful and perfect ( Read more... )

Just lyrics. What do you do during an impending breakup? ...don't answer that, I really don't care. I post lyrics. Depending on what happens, I'll post it later. Maybe.

Taking Back Sunday - Great Romances of the 20th CenturySeptember never stays this cold ( Read more... )

God...

I'm so tired and sore and I think I'll go sleep for 898,209,840,923 hours.

See you in a few years, kids.

[sap]

A couple hours ago, Nick told me that he was going to take a nap. I walked around waiting for Tyson to bring some dinner back or something to happen, possibly even for Nick to wake up. I decided that there was really nothing to do, so I went into the room where Nick was sleeping to, well, sleep. I figured that if he was sleeping and I was ( Read more... )

I really miss performing on Al Albert's Showcase. If you're not "HIP WIT DA PHILLY SCENE," you won't know what that is. It's a variety show that I danced on quite a few times. I took ballet and dancing as a child, participating in several talent competitions. I even won a few times, hey, what do you know? Then things started getting quite ( Read more... )