i need razors.
conditioner.
a massage.
new underoos.
and new socks.

i want new pants.
a new shirt.
another new shirt.
and a few new shirts.
my roots relaxed.

i want to be able to buy things for myself.
i want to be able to buy things for us.
i want, i want, i want. i need, need, need.

it happenend.

i dont know what's wrong with me.
there's a lot of things wrong with me.
i really need to not think of negative scenarios all the time.
i want to love and be loved.
there's nothing wrong with you.
it's all my fault.

even so, i'm happier than i've ever been. thanks.