So I saw this video pop up on my youtube feed yesterday afternoon and I just... I can't get it out of my head. I've seen some posts about it this morning because it's a famous actor going full frontal, but really, that's the least of it.
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The whole thing from about 0:30. The tenderness with which they explore each other's wounds. It seems to me so much like the remorse of a loved one after hurting his or her other half. Not necessarily with fists or the leftover spindles of a broken chair. I don't quite know how to put it really, except that it's disturbing in it's beauty.
Then there's the dance sequence about a minute in, possibly the most sensual thing I've ever seen. It's so intimate, it almost feels like you need to look away, but you can't, it's mesmerizing.
The lollipops are disturbing on a whole other level, but I don't want to go there. I just want to bask in the gloriousness of touch. How perfect and imperfect love can be. How scary. How terrible. How beautiful.