It hurts every minute I'm awake.. Sometimes when I'm asleep too. You know when you're so hurt that you can't sleep? When you wake up every hour cos the pain won't allow something as peaceful as sleep? That it has to remind you every hour how alone you are? How worthless you are ( Read more... )

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Remember... You don't deserve this. Don't settle for someone who wants their cake and to eat it too. You love him, I get it but if he loves you, he will change; he'll do whatever takes to keep you. He will fight for your relationship. If he lets go of you without a fight and doesn't change.. Then remember that he doesn't love you. He doesn't love ( Read more... )

So my boyfriend of nearly 2yrs decided to message his ex and disclosed this on Friday. He states that he understands that he knows it was wrong and that it hurts me, but keeps saying that he doesn't see her as an ex despite the fact that they dated for 2yrs on and off, that she was his first love and that they were having sex at the time. ( Read more... )

k but like how annoying were my previous LJ posts? 24/7 girl craze w-t-f.

what hapepned to us? we met when we were 10. i was in grade 4, you were in grade 5. you were my new neighbour and i had just come back from the Philippines. at first, i despised you. you were weird, ugly and just not my type of person. but as time progressed, we became inseperable. 8 years of strong friendship and sisterhood. we did everything ( Read more... )

I am, as of January 4, officially 18 years of age. which ultimately means im legal! i am considered an dult under Canadian law. hm, turning 18 is nothing that big .. i mean, the only privleges ive gained is the ability to buy lotto tickets and vote. i bought my first lotto ticket, might i add! ;) 23 million, baby! <3 lol. my mom is scared ill get ( Read more... )

cant believe its actually been one year since ive posted something worth reading..

this track is toooo exlcusive ! <3

stick together to the very end ,
we took it from the bottom up.
even in a dessert storm,
steady as a rock we hold -
wishing every moment froze.

i just wanna let you know :
earthquakes cant shake us.
cyclones cant break us.
hurricanes cant take away our love.
PYRAMID, we built this on a solid rock -
together at the top.
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oh my gosh, i am so far gone !
its been 2 months..
& A HELL OF A 2 MONTHS !
LOL. here we goooooooooooo .