Tonight was soooooooooooooo much fun, i haven't had this much fun in a very long time! There was a show to benefit the underground church and so there were 5 bands all of em were "hard core" bands ... Amesbury, Whisper the florist, Guinevere, my rubicon and The Dying Dreamers Society...so yea they were all pretty good...dying dreamers society was ( Read more... )

Wow, so we got a virus on our computer and i haven't been able to get online and do anything for like a month!!! I knew i was addicted to the net before, but i had no idea how bad, hehe...anyways....i thought i'd do a little update dealie...cause yea, i have the net for a bit and yea, nothing to do! So lets see, i'm still lookin for a job, it's ( Read more... )

hmmmm, so we have an open house this weekend, and i forgot about it, so my mom was quiet mad when she got home and i hadn't painted more of llisa's room....poop....i wanna leave the house so bad...if i only had a job right now, i'd either be there or have money to leave...haha....but i have no job...so that's that....i realy i dunno, i have made ( Read more... )

This morning was see you at the pole, at the high school...and when i was actually in school i never went...but....holy cow it was so amazing! Just being there with a bunch of people and praying together, and it was just amazing...so cool....i'd don't think i've ever felt that way before, just complete happiness....i love it, God rocks so much! ( Read more... )

Tonight the message at church was something that i've been thinkin about for a long time... and it just stuck with me, i almost cried at church...i wanted to so much, but i didn't...yea....i'm a nerd...anyways it was about how no matter what we're suppose to honor our parents even if we have parents that are not so "wonderful"...and it just slapped ( Read more... )

wow...i suddenly feel very ishy....my tummy hurts....that's the last time i eat microwave dinner dealies....ISH! I seriously feel like barfing..but not, it's weird...hope i feel better for tomorrow, if i don't...*shrugs*, i'm going anyways! I still need to clean the house to...but i have no ambition to do it, but then again i don't wanna get ( Read more... )

I just had a convo with Dave about growing in gods light and just, i haven't had anyone to really talk to about it, and dave just had a convo with me, and it made me so happy.....beyond words....if only there were more people like dave around to talk to...yea....thought i'd share my extreme happiness!

so lately i've been feeling pretty down in the dumps, stuff just isn't workin out for me, and i dunno i've been worrying alot about how things are gonna work out for us and for me. Anyways to continue on with the story...i was sitting here today just randomly thinkin about everything, and i noticed llisa's student bible layin on the desk, so i ( Read more... )

Yet again i find myself sitting at home, bored and alone, it's friday there's a show i wanna go see, but 6 bucks and no gas won't get me there and in the door! I wanna go to a show so badly almost as bad as i wanna get a band going...that's all that's been on my mind...well after getting a job, and cleaning that's all that's on my mind...haha, ( Read more... )

So yesterday i gotta hang out with chris, he randomly called me and we were both bored, so we went and got job apps for applebees, and then went and ate a perkins....suprise suprise...haha, but it was so nice, cause it was like i had my buddy back!! I was so glad to just hang out with chris, and just have it be not really akward...*sighs*...and ( Read more... )