DrunkThe sun ate the day ( Read more... )

It's been a rough night. A roller coaster. Shit could hit the fan again. And I would really hate that.

I really wanted to see you.

You think I'm not trying. But I am.

Am I your anything

For some reason, it hurts so much more right now.

It really wasn't supposed to be like this. At all.

Have we lost, have we what we love
Have we said, have we said everything
Does it change, does it change anything
Stare at the clock
Avoid at all costs
This emptiness

Convo time. Oh yes ( Read more... )

Fitting five people into a dressing room at a thrift store. Watching my brother hang half way out the truck window to put a paycheck in the drive-thru tube thing at the bank. Playing rummi 500 on my living room floor with my boyfriend, and kicking his ass in it. Letting my emotions flow through my fingers and into Mittens like they've done so many ( Read more... )

Did you know I miss you?
Did you know I miss you?
Did you know I miss you?
Did you know I miss you?
Did you know I miss you?
Did you know i miss you?
Did you know I miss you?
Oh God I miss you

I wanted to. I let it happen. Just to see if it would make me feel better. And then as soon as I started all I wanted to do was stop. To shut up. To ( Read more... )

I didn't want to talk to her. To feel that false sense of security again. To be lulled back in. It was awkward, different, we both knew there was something the other wasn't saying. I just wanted to call, and leave a message. Tell her happy birthday. Score some points but not have to hear her voice, or pretend to be happy, or make plans. I can't see ( Read more... )

I think Vicky broke my nose on Tuesday at dance. She whacked me with the back of her hand during her pique turn and oh man did it hurt. And it's still really sore now. I pulled my shirt over my head today and the neckline rubbed against it really hard and I thought I was gonna cry. The incident did fix some of my overbite though. How bout that ( Read more... )

I almost turned Mittens into firewood this afternoon. I started screaming at him, and I'm not even exadgerating. I was pissed. I think I hurt his feelings. He's just so attached to that E key he won't let it come back up.

If you knew how imperative E was to my Invention #13 you'd understand why I'm so upset.

I wonder what it would be like to give ( Read more... )

It's been so long since I've been by myself
And I need this more than you will ever know
People like you and me never felt the breeze
People like you and me will never know the easy way

I scream into the wind and laugh
As the words slap me in the face
I would gladly trade
A lifetime of convenience
For an honest day or twoIt's just not the same ( Read more... )