到不了...

[jobogena]

應該是睡眠不足吧..心情經常反覆, 對不起把你當了戰靶. 樣子殘了很多, 身體也跟著差. 我很像對著你再沒耐性, 而你亦像敷衍著. 我曾以為自己改變了想法, 原來是幻覺嗎..
聽著'到不了'時竟哭了, 哭得一發不可收拾. 但我腦裡閃過的影像, 不是你.
因為我的不安與失落不是源於你.

我今天略略跟媽說起他, 媽竟記得這個人. 媽不認識他, 只知道我喜歡過他. 被問到我是否還喜歡他時, 我說了謊. 我不應該對不起你, 那只是我的笨腦在妄想

Comments

[ann1119]

be positive..

some memories and people should be kept only in your mind... it's normal that you may think about them sometimes, but that's just your memory... don't have to do anything... after a while, you will be fine again, and go on with your life...

[jobogena]

*tears* thanks...I'm really depressed recently