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Jun 26, 2011 01:20

Who: Cemi
Where: Their casa


I rocked Landon gently in my arms, trying to get him to go to sleep so I could get some me time. I loved my son to death but he was trying my patience today. I'd just get him to sleep and go to set him in the crib and he'd scream his throat raw. Demi was exhausted from our workout today so I told her she could take a nap and I'd take care of Landon. His little fingers had a vice like grip on my tank top despite him nearly being asleep. "Little man, you need to get to sleep. Daddy needs a minute to himself and you really need a nap. Besides your poor throat can't take you crying so much." I gently kissed his little forehead as his eyes finally closed. I continued to bounce and rock him for about five minutes before finally deciding to set him in his crib. By the grace of God, he stayed asleep. Venice came into his room and I pat his head then kneeled in front of him. "Want to protect your little brother while he sleeps?" Venny looked at me then scoot himself to the edge of Landon's crib and was like a statue. What a good dog.

I yawned widely as I headed toward the studio deciding I'd mix some songs that I'd told Kyle I would take care of. I collapsed in the chair and flipped open my laptop then turned towards the huge computer screen. I opened up Pro Tools and began to play with different effects and sound levels. I played the song and listened carefully, making notes as it played. I guess the only me time was while working. It felt weird as it was to want alone time. Usually the only alone time I ever wanted was with my wife but it didn't feel like I was living with my wife anymore. She'd gone away or something. She looked like my wife but she didn't act like her. I couldn't even fully enjoy sex with her because I was nervous I'd touch her in a way that would make her go berserk. I was constantly walking on eggshells. I missed my Demi so much. I sighed and leaned my head on my hand just as I saw a locked file in my documents folder. I clicked on the folder and typed in the password and watched as the large amount of x rated photos of my wife and I popped up.

I picked my head back up and leaned forward, scrolling through the photos. To be honest, I was already getting hard, imagining the days when we could barely keep our hands off each other. I clicked to scroll to a picture of Demi naked and looking sexy as fuck and knowing Demi would be asleep for a bit, I reached my hand into my shorts. I felt like I was 16 again. I wrapped my hand around my dick and stroked myself. I had literally not had to do this in two years. Demi had always wanted to take care of me and she still did but I couldn't even return the favor except in the shower. In any case, this felt good. I sunk into the chair and clicked to the next photo and began to move my hand faster.
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