Okay well here we go, Josh broke with me on February 8th (one day before One year and One month) so i was crushed, and i still can't get over it. Its soo hard, and we can't even be friends, and he has his little fuckin new whore. But whatever I guess, he dont love me anymore. Which sucks cause i will never ever be over him, but i can move on, ( Read more... )

Alright. Okay, so im waiting for my dad to come get me. And we are guna go eat at Friendly's! As Julia would say, being Friendly and Friendlys! lol. But yeah and we are going to see Constantine. Which should be cool. and im spending the weekend over there, and his house.. And we are guna go get some pigs! We are so guna have pet pigs! How AWESOME ( Read more... )

Well today was okay, i guess you could say. It was normal ( Read more... )

HE TOOK ME BACK GUYS!!!!! HE ATUCALLY TOOK ME BACK!!! :-D :-D :-D :-D
FEBRUARY 9TH 2004 and forever baby!!

I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH JOSHUA!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!! :-D :-*

well today is def. the worst day of my life. I got mad at Josh and broke up with him. But the shit that i saw when im mad i dont mean, and he knos that and i begged him to take me back and he said no. This is the worst day of my life. I have lost my will to survive. I do not care anymore, he is gone. And im dieing. I love him more than he could ( Read more... )

If any one knows how to work this effin' thing please tell me!!

Well its been a while since i have wrote in here. Well the 9th was me and Josh's one year!!! :-) Umm im heading the movies any time now. And Josh is in bath, so i get to see him 2morow! Can't wait! and i get to see him a lo tover vaca, ill probably come back and write some more once i get back!

I LOVE YOU JOSHUA!!:-*

xOx Jocelyn.

eerr. i dont see why i even fucking bother with him. God i love him but come on! we were SUPPOSED to fuckin hang out today..but NOO! he has to be a fuckin asshole when i call him. and i told him to just call me back once he is ready to go do something. Then he fuckin starts being a major dick. god hes such a fuckin asshole, i dont even kno why i ( Read more... )

Well Sarah and Alicia told me that i need to update this thing. lol. so i gues i will. Well yeah okay, umm christmas is in a couple of dayz! like 3 left! :-) but uuhh, vaca should be sorta fun. i dont kno what im doing yett, but im guessing that me and Sarah will probably hang out, and i need to figure out what im going to do for my birthday cuz ( Read more... )

well it was me and Josh's 10 months on Thursday! which is so Kick Ass! god i love him soo much! 2 more months and its a year! i seriously think that we r ment to b. i love him so much! and i kno he loves me. but he wont get over the fact that i obv love him more! :-P well i had a meet last nite too. it was awesome! i didnt the 50 freestyle relay ( Read more... )