I just found out about Christopher Reeve. I couldnt beleive it. One thing is for sure he definetly lived up to his title as "SUPERMAN". He inspired so many people, including myself. Some people say he was an asshole and a jerk before he was paralyzed but who isnt an asshole and a jerk sometimes. Nobody is perfect. He was human... he did so much to ( Read more... )

Ok well the other day at work I was in the break room talking to some girls I talk to everyday, and one was talking about how she got approved at this big name furniture store here in town, so she went on saying how easy it was and they will give anyone credit... bla... Anyway I was like yea right, not me cause I dont have any credit at all. I ( Read more... )

Today has been boring. I wanted to go to the Ashley home store today but I was too lazy. Theyre having a huge sale and we need some new furniture. We just bought a new house so new furniture would be very cool. Anyway the cable is not working either. Grrrr.... im going insane without it! They were SUPPOSE to come fix it today, but nope didnt come ( Read more... )

So why should I take your hand when you cant promise happy endings?...

I asked Alex this along time ago, he said dont take my hand, take my heart. Alex promised me happy endings... he gave me the world and now hes gone. I feel like im fucking losing my mind without him. I miss him so fucking much! I left work early today and went to his grave. I ( Read more... )

When I was younger I saw a bad motorcycle accident in my own front yard. The scene was so unreal The guy was just 19.Pieces of his bike were all over our yard. I was only 10 but I remember everything like it was yesterday. He didnt make it. My mom and dad pretended he did but I knew. The impact of the tree he hit was just too much.When the ( Read more... )

California was awesome! We had a great time. I liked seeing everything and visiting all these cool places. I did miss home though. "home is where the heart is". That's always been so true for me. So its back to work monday. Im prob going to relax this whole time. Im going to need it. Ive been really tired since I got back Monday. Alex and I had a ( Read more... )

I cant help it, sometimes I get so wrapped up in  my own world I dont realize whats happening around me. My grandma is really sick, she has some type of cancer. I havent seen her in a yr and I hate that feeling that we lost connection. Im obviously not a child anymore, but I want to be with her, shes old but shes so strong... everytime something ( Read more... )

Todays been a hell of a long day! Work is killng me and I gotta be at school in 2 hrs!  I cant do this anymore seriously. Im so stressed I get sick to my stomach! Then when im off all I can seem to think of is having to go back to work. I need to re-evaluate this working situation. Im  trying to tuff it out unitl march then we get our shift bid ( Read more... )

Todays been a hell of a long day! Work is killng me and I gotta be at school in 2 hrs!  I cant do this anymore seriously. Im so stressed I get sick to my stomach! Then when im off all I can seem to think of is having to go back to work. I need to re-evaluate this working situation. Im  trying to tuff it out unitl march then we get our shift bid ( Read more... )

Today I woke up in the best of moods. I walked outside to look for Alex... and the sun is out! Its so nice outside I cant even explain it... Its been raining and ugly lately so I wasnt expecting sunshine today. I love it! I dont know what to do im so excited !

Last night I went to Dave and Busters and had a few drinks with Alex and some of his ( Read more... )