Never enough time!

[joebender]

Why am I trying to write this? It seems like I don't have enough time these days. And everyday I seem to tell my tomorrow will be better, but tomorrow comes and it just gets worse. I pray and try and pray and pray, but I seem to be falling. I read and try to figure out things (which never helps, but I seem to do it anyway). And I do know God is and

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Find peace my soul.

[zonkerz]

I know exactly how you feel right now, my friend. There's just SOOOO much going on and it seems confusing - ESPECIALLY when you hear all this different stuff from other people about how you SHOULD be or what you're doing that you SHOULDN'T be doing, and soforths

[savedbygrace381]

I can relate but it's my fault. There is enough time for me, but I don't use my time correctly. I think back to where I was for about a month or two after New Attitude and I long to be there again. I thought that I would never fall back to where I am at now but I let it happen. I let it happen. No one else but me. I promised I would never again become too familar with the joy of the Cross, but I have become to familar. I have no joy or passion because I am not properly using my time for His glory. I want to get back to where I was so bad. It's not that I don't have time, but I'm not making time. I keep failing and falling and I need to be picked back up to where I once was. I know I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me, but where do I begin? Thank you Bekah for your encouragement. I so need to get back in the Word more and I need to sit down and talk with that one person that I get my Biblical counsel from. I know we are planning to do that soon and hopefully she can help me (or at least direct me) back into a healthy