so I hate when I journal when I'm emotional

I feel retarded for that last post.

I sorta know where I was coming from, but I didn't express it well...what so ever

I went running...despite sweaty sweatyness I feel really pretty today

now I know I don't really believe in the whole "God, Jesus, Bible" thing, but I sure do believe that things are connected, but in the same sense. I still think it's all created by the mind I just need to believe things are connected ( Read more... )

So i have been sooo bored with life because I only work like 15-20 hours a week currently and last week my parents were home practically the whole week, and so I had this life melt down about how I cannot stand to be here anymore and yata yata. They are driving me nuts but once they went back to work I am feeling much better and once I start work ( Read more... )

um huge snow storm...UM GOT THE JOB! and um...also a fix on my last entry, I was afraid of NOT* getting the job and having to cope, but it no longer matters

in other important news I GOT THE JOB sweet sweet sweet!

atlanta and men women & children, here I come!

YAY!

Done

nerves nerves nerves nerves nerves...
go away.
see I'm not nervous for the interview, i have no reason to be. I am only nervous to get the position and then having to cope with it. I know I get discouraged easily, so I fear it a lot.

I looked pretty this weekend


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so I had a hard time sleeping last night... I was just excited and I have been getting rediculously long amounts of sleep lately. So yea, it was hard, and then I got up this morning for my interview. the security guard was this cute sweet little old man, he told me I have beautiful eyes ( Read more... )

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ehhh garbage plate makes NOT good sick food. I was driving last night to meet Rector when this fleeting little thought passes my head "do not eat plate, do not eat plate" BUT I ignored it. So then, ok, duhh I eat the plate, for the first time in quite a while I start to feel like uh oh, I'm not feeling well (usually not feeling well is just feeling ( Read more... )

eeeeeeee, guess who has a paychex interview on wednesday?! I DO! Excited like whoah, but the thing is I spent so much energy being excited that i am totally exausted but not in the going to sleep kinda way, but the more time I spend awake the more I'm considering sleep ( Read more... )

So I went to San Fran, and now I am starting to write my synopsis of the trip in the San Jose airport, they do not have free wireless connection here so I’m writing in a word document and it feels really really weird and the program is picking up all my grammatical errors, haha ( Read more... )