i'm feeling lazy today ( Read more... )

i can feel it, and one of these days, i'm gonna get you to admit it.

i was about to delete my previous entry, but what the hell, i guess there's no harm in keeping it. right now, however, i'm feeling different. i don't need validation. i'm happy with the way things are. i'd be a fool to ask for more ( Read more... )

i've always taken pride in having this effortless "i don't give a fuck" attitude that almost always makes me invincible against insecurity. right now, though, it's different. validation. i need it. i want it. badly. something tells me it should be obvious, but i need to hear it from you.

i didn't think you'd mean this much to me, but you do.

i don't have a problem with keeping things to myself, it's just that i'm a little confused about what exactly the secret is. i know that we're hiding something, but as to what that something is, i really don't know. if somebody confronted me and straight up asked me what's going on between the two of us, i wouldn't know what to say...ok whatever. i ( Read more... )

picked her up from work, drove all the way to tagaytay, helped ourselves to a buffet at josephine's, drove all the way back to alabang, watched sam raimi's drag me to hell (again, for us both) and laughed all the way through it, ate a very heavy meal at sbarro, had coffee, went to a firing range and shot a few rounds, had drinks after, talked for ( Read more... )

i'm gonna leave the same way i came ( Read more... )

this is the most fun i've had in a very long time. had a few beers after shift at UJT, watched transformers 2 at MOA while stuffing our faces full of wendy's, got a dozen krispy kreme donuts half off courtesy of jp, talked for hours, had several drinks til before the sun rose, topping it all off with coffee until i was sober enough to drive her ( Read more... )

this is my second break up post in this journal.

rais and i are over. i can't pinpoint the exact moment it happened, but things just stopped feeling right. a long time ago.

i just wish i hadn't lied about being happy. this wound would've been long dry.

penance is for fools. i'm having a great time!

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