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[joeldoesntwork]

I remember what it was like to learn new things. And want to learn new things and be excited about the new things. I forget at which point I grew complacent to take what I had already learned and leave it at that. I think four years of school where nobody ever expected more from me than I expected from myself played a large role. Now I'm in a

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[joeldoesntwork]

1. One would persue a bullshit job to alleviate the financial pressure on the art one does for a living. If I'm being paid by someone to do music I thus have the limitation of creating music for them as they desire it. If I have a bullshit job that is non-musical I can free my musical energies to be what I want them to be rather than what will make me money.

2. True. But the moment scares me so I hide behind my vision of the future as I see it in the present.

[joeldoesntwork]

Ah. By bullshit job I don't mean I'd actively seek out something boring. I think being a server could be exciting or fun...something that has a lot of people-interaction like the night club stuff or the camp stuff you do. I guess I mostly mean a non-musical job that doesn't directly have to do with my art.