I- Pod playlists for biking. Each mix is two hours for 20 miles of bike riding. Lots of biking. Music good.

Vol. 1

1)    The Rip - Portishead
2)    Someone Like Me - Royksopp
3)    I'm Sailin' - Mazzy Star
4)    Deep Blue - Arcade Fire
5)    Ragged Wood - Fleet Foxes
6)    Lover's Spit - Broken Social Scene
7)    My Eyes Adored You - Frankie Valli & The ( Read more... )

There was a bitch at the bus station last night. She kept rudely asking where was the gate for bus 194. There are signs indicating that it was gate 405. It isn’t that hard to actually go up to a sign and use a micro portion of your brain and figure out what words mean and how to match up a gate with a bus. Was she that fucking stupid? I don’t know ( Read more... )

Babies burn in the night sky. Newborn blood rains down on us. We look up when we hear their wails and we think it is tears that hit our face and skin, but it is the flakes of the fetus. This is the beginning of the end my friends. There is nothing we can do to stop it. Humans are stripped from the flesh so the soul can be weighed and inventoried. ( Read more... )

This place is making me hate myself. It makes me want to hate everyone and today I do. Today just like a couple days last week I hate myself and everyone that I know. Is there anyone out there that would ever understand these feelings? Whoever it is out there that can do that just know that one day soon I will hate you and will kill you off in my ( Read more... )

None of my friends writes on here anymore and anybody who doesn't know me will never read any of this so why should I even bother. Well it's quite simple really. All I do is write up a thought like I did just now. Spend 30 minutes thinking about what to write, why should I write it, what's the point of writing, am I good writer, does anybody care, ( Read more... )

 I sway back and forth and I'm walking and my eyes are closed. I think of rest but I want to move my limbs a bit cause it feels so strange. My eyes stay open and they are calm and fixated on random objects. Sometimes there is a ten second pause. It is real quiet. In my head are thoughts but they are bland, because they don't fixate on anything. ( Read more... )

I don't go to you anymore Livejournal even though I should. But I'm finding it pointless and what I mean is, well i'll tell you what I mean ( Read more... )

I think I may have visitors coming down. Well visitors back to back coming down. First my cousin for a week and then as soon as she leaves a couple of friends will be arriving. But I don't have a guarantee yet on them yet so I don't know how I should feel. I hate math still but I like to think in percentages or estimations. I could estimate that 85 ( Read more... )

Strangely woke up early today and by that I mean before noon. Usually my cat is my alarm clock or sometimes it's my bladder. Mostly though I will run in and pee and then come back to bed cause my biological setting is noon. My cat wants attention too so she'll do her meowing or she'll tip the water bowl. This always works cause since it's so hot ( Read more... )

Carbonated suger reminded me of high school summers and of video games and longhaired Metallica songs. I'm so old now. Old and lost. It's scary how sad that is. But I live on. Why not. I'm prepared to handle whatever fate might bring to me. It may be a beautiful girl from the other side of the equator. Sure she may be underaged but all the same it ( Read more... )