On Facebook I have befriended 57 former high school classmates. Of that number I keep in touch regularly with 8 of them. 4 have sent me an actual message asking what's up but that was it. 26 are married. 14 are married with children. 5 are divorced with children.

(I don't know how many are divorced with no children. I'd have to do more ( Read more... )

                                                                       I had a lot of trouble trying not to get my cock blocked by "musicians" my whole life but that just seemed impossible. Almost every male friend I know is a musician or just plays in a band, if there is a difference. I'm not saying that I hate them. I like them a lot and a few of ( Read more... )

Who rules the yard?


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Saw a new lizard in the yard today. I couldn't get a picture of it but I think it was this guy.


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                                 This is a letter (a real letter) I wrote to my mom when I was living in the town of Wallington back in 2002. What happened 6 years ago with me seems to be repeating itself

Dear Mom

First off let me start with the usual apologies and ( Read more... )

i know only one person reads this so it's like i'm only doing these posts for her so i hope their somewhat enjoyable. a little something to peruse through while drinking your coffee maybe? well i don't know really. how bout today's issue of littlegarden then? also writing in livejournal is good practice for typing.

Next: Easter Island

"Dirge For November" (Opeth) makes me think about all those bus rides I would take to New Jersey to hang out with Mike cause I had no where else to go. I would tell myself that this time would be different. You know that Mike's brewing depression that seems to emit from every corner of him won't come attacking me but it ( Read more... )

                        I like sad songs. The really depressing ones. The ones that make you want to end it all. These songs are also tremendously beautiful. Offing oneself to these songs would be surreal and poetic. Not all these songs cause suicide. They for the most part make you feel like your forever falling into an abyss. It's got something ( Read more... )

                            Goddamn (and I emphasize the word) did I go to high school with a lot of jesus freaks. I'm collecting a lot of class of 94 classmates on Facebook. A lot of people who I didn't particularly talk too, even care for. I don't have much of an interest in knowing what they are doing with there life right now. Most of them if ( Read more... )

Don't ever listen to the song "House of Cards" from Radiohead late at night in the dark when your trying really hard to train your mind to keep away from depression. Man does it get to you. Well it's Radiohead I shoud have known better.  For some reason Bjork's "Earth Intruders" makes me think about a giant mutant robot ( Read more... )