So Its been over a year or two. I'm still in school. I'm still fat in the belly. and I'm lost and lonely again perfect time for a LJ entry!

I found and lost the first real love in my life. We spent a mostly positive 15 months together. Erica and I were good together. I miss her and its not just the sex. It has been getting even more difficult as it' ( Read more... )

I had almost forgot how it is being the odd wheel every single moment of the day. But Holidays never cease to remind me. But I just keep thinking a new year means new possibilities. But something always seems to be missing and just out of reach. I'm constantly a day late and destiny has moved on ( Read more... )

so my roomates are coming back from the bar or a party somewhere. the driver swings a little wide to better line up the parking spot he was after. LTU safety tickets him for reckless driving and when they get out to argue all 3 of them are written for public intox. one of them hasnt even had a drink this night. This is 2am. needless to say they ( Read more... )

I should've never thought I had a decent weekend. Monday has been extra bad already. first class hour I lost my headphones i realized i lost them 2 minutes after I left class and then hurried back to get them and poof! gone ( Read more... )

So after almost loosing mine and my passengers head to a stray flying sheet of plywood because my brakes don't work so well, i decided it'd be time to get them fixed.
MIDAS GUY: well i got two flavors for ya, just the oil and the brakes $409, but if ya want me ta fix all the other shit that wrong with your car $1567
ME: FUCK
MIDAS GUY: yup
ME ( Read more... )

So some of you may have missed me this past week.. or not ( Read more... )

Well after the "party of the year" I realize how dry the market actually is here ( Read more... )

When I counted up my demons ( Read more... )

Yes!
nothing profound to say, just happy to be out of corporate retail for a while.

Woke up went to work, solved a clients configuration nightmare, changed fluorescent bulbs, got my boss's E-brake stuck and snapped the cable trying to get it loose, then we had to drive to menards to pick up doors with the brake sqeaking and burning the whole way. it was a hundred degrees today so after standing by a van in a parking lot for three ( Read more... )