you know... ive fucking tried my hardest spend time with her... is it my fault she works?... is it my fault my dad tells me i have to go with him instead of spending time with her?... is my fault i worked on our anniversary?... yes thats all im guilty of... BUT IM NOT NOW... why wont you realize that... im trying to spend time with you again... IM ( Read more... )

im trying... and i guess im not good enough at it or something... im trying my hardest... but its not good... i guess im just me... no one really special

i miss seeing the cheer all the time katie... its like she's going through some depression and i wish there was something i could do... i miss going to see her ALL the time... i wish i didnt have school or work... it'd make things so much easier... i wish i could spend all the time im at school with her... but she as school... i have school... she ( Read more... )

so... i started school friday... BLAH!!... i cant stand school but... i didnt do too well the first semester there so i dont need to be fucking around on this one... as its going?... its starting off good... katie also started classes at scc... she's majoring in business... which means, i guess, i wont be able to see her as often... and i dont ( Read more... )

HOLY SHIT WE ARE ALLLLLL GUNA DIE!!!... lol... no were not... but seriously... its sux!... i hate the rain period cuz frankly... when i cant go outside or ANYWHERE... whatevers stopping me sux... and right now its a big fucking clowd named charley... AND I FUCKING HATE IT!!!... anyways... yea... im bored as a motherfucker... sitting and watching it ( Read more... )

OooOOooO... the journals too hot for ya... how ya like it now... THANK YOU KATIE... YOUR THE BEST FIANCE/GIRLFRIEND/CHICK IN THE WORLD *MUAH*!!!

im sorry i made you want to leave... im sorry i ebarrased you... im sorry if i turned into nothing... im sorry... i didnt think... i fucked up...

again... i hope you still love me

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

There isnt anything that we cant fight against ( Read more... )

wow... ok... i wont try anymore... i wont be neutral... i wont be one sided... i am now 'i dont give a shit'... cuz apprently me and katie start sooo much drama... *silence*... ok... if you say so... cuz everyone else is right... i hope you feel better knowing your right now... im sure you'll burst in tears thinking you got away with something... ( Read more... )