Ok now I was horribly mad yesterday and well stayed up almost all night very upset and today has not been much different I'm so depressed over Niagra Falls. I know part of the problem is me I should not have lost my temper I do not lose it very often but when I do people should look out because I'm vicious I admit it. I really do not like this ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I may be a stubborn man and well I know I have a temper but I lost it yesterday and I regret it a lot but I'm still mad as hell ( Read more... )

Ok I got up this morning and thought ok here I go b ack to work. What am I going to do today? I don't know but I guess I have to face it all after all. I'm not sure why work is bothering me so badly lately I usually handle it with an optomistic look at things. I think it is called the burnout of working with developmentlally disabled adults and ( Read more... )

Ok well I told you all about my vacation and stuff. Well, since then it has been back to work and all. Work is well just plain sucks the big one. Being the manager of it all you would think that I would get a better set of hours to work. But, I make the terrible mistake of letting my cohort do most of the schedule and it sucks. I have 2 ( Read more... )

Ok so I bored anyone reading this with my trip this summer. Well, the trip was fun and all and I did have a lot of time to think about a lot of things. It was extremely difficult also. As the world knows I have changed a lot since January when I first saw Brokeback mountain and well it still is affecting me daily. I cannot get some of the great ( Read more... )

Ok where to begin since June when I last updated: Well, Pat and I had our annual 4th of July party and it was smaller then normal but it was fun and we enjoyed the company of many friends and relatives as usual it threatened rain up until the last minute then turned out to be a very pleasent evening and well the wine was very good this year and ( Read more... )

Well, I worked today and it was a Ok day but I feel my age or hopefully it is my weakness from my health condition. One of my clients whose eyesight has degraded a lot in the past few years has really wanted to go for a bike ride but impossible with his eyesight so we rented one of those two seater surrey type bikes at the Penninsula and rode it ( Read more... )

Well it has been awhile since updating. I have been consumed reading everything I can on Brokeback still on "Wranglers" Brokeslash" and Bot/fiction.net. I still visit Dave Cullen's forum on Brokeback mountain at times also. So my computer time has been devoted to that mostly instead of updating profiles and stuff ( Read more... )

Ok here it goes. It has been awhile since I have written. Not much really new going on except some strange things. I have been of course addicted to Brokeback mountain stuff. I have had some coincidences lately that are strange. I keep running into this one guy my friend Stephen dated for a brief period and we shared a table for subs a couple ( Read more... )

Ok well not much news here just happy to be off on a Saturday finally. You would think being the supervisor I would get the better schedule but it does not work that way or else I'm just stupid. Anyway just happy to be away from work after the worst week in a long time their. The combining of two offices was horrible, not sure I'm going to like ( Read more... )