What is wrong with me

[joey_anne]

Do you ever just wish you could stop everything right in it's tracks, go back and start over? or even just leave everything behind and start fresh some place else... I just don't know what I'm doing here. What purpose do I have? Everyone I love is hurting or just plain gone from my life already. I am stuck in the most awkward job situation I

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Just Thinking.

[ex_jonnes]

You just have to remember that the Joy of the Lord must always be our strength. I know that sometimes I can greatly relate to many of the feelings that you have conveyed here (although Im sure not to the extreme) but I believe that the Lord has us in these times so that we can learn patience, and to simply trust and be content in Him. Although I never like these places that I am put, I always try to realize that it is Him looking at the bigger picture. I can't help but wonder if my discontent is simply slowing down the process as I get in His way and obstruct His plans.
I think that worrying about things that you can do nothing about will only make you worried. Just remember that these are the times that we grow as we put our full trust in Him, and we also draw our strength from Him.
I hope that this means something to you...
Much Love,
-Jonnes

Re: Just Thinking.

[joey_anne]

Thanks Jonnes, it does help. It's the whole confusion/discontent dilema... is it a sign from God that we need to do something different or just a loving test from God designed to make us stronger, more patient, more faithful. Knowing which is very hard and very important cause they require two very different responses. Ugh. I have never been a quitter. I was always the kid who stayed and finished the rest of the sand castle after the other kids dug the moat and got bored. I may be changing though.

[lildixon]

No veren! Hebo estel. Le melon...... oh yeah and..... Hu nin mant han...lol hahaaha

[joey_anne]

Aniron hu!