The funny thing about staying busy is that it protects you from dwelling too much on scary or sad things, but it also doesn't give you any time to deal with them.

There are too many things to process right now.

Got to sleep in til 8 this morning. Rode a bunch of horses, found some deadly nightshade growing in my baby's pasture, let the squirrel tear up my neck for a few minutes, reheated my original cup of coffee and checked my email. Not time for much else now, but at least I got in a quick post before wiping the dust off my face and leaving for work ( Read more... )

Hey everybody. I'm back. Am thinking of switching to a webpage or myspace for journal posts though. Any suggestions? I will need help with whatever I decide cause I am becoming dumber as computers get smarter. Actually, I'm just becoming dumber anyway. I don't have energy to learn or understand things anymore. Feel like giving up on all my ( Read more... )

Yesterday was kind of like eye-witnessing a bad car accident and then while I was still standing there numb and horrified, getting hit over the back of the head with a tire iron. Yay! Life with the Lord is never dull. I just have to keep my eyes on him and let every care and every will of my own and every fear in my heart fall to the dust to ( Read more... )

hey look. i still remember how to post ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in two entire months. Thats quite an accomplishment, cool, except for the fact that it really stinks. (This isn't me posting now).

JULIE...POST AN ENTRY!!

Mmmm. I love traveling. I'm already planning my next trip and I've not even been home a day yet. I will definately enjoy leaping into my own own cushy, pillow-infested bed for the next few nights and kissing that soft spot behind little white kitty's ear, so don't think that I don't appreciate not being gone occasionally... hahaha, can i make ( Read more... )

really, i expect more from you all. and i have to say... i'm a little disappointed. with all the creativity we have out there--and the only response i get for naming my vacuum is an anonymous "barry?"
Puh-lees! How bout I offer a prize to the best name? Cookies anyone?

America the Beautiful ( Read more... )

and so i am very sorry.
searching, confused
deep city walls
escape is difficult and looks impossible
i wish you'd come find me
so i wouldn't have to
sorry for my confusion
seems to hurt others as i
crawl along
i hope they can forgive me
and find their way out too

only to be with you

still can't take my eyes off of you