I'm sick of being fucked with and lied to. We can talk again when you make up your mind, if that ever happens. Whether its to be with me or with that other peice of shit, or whatever else you want. Call me then, but until then I'm not wasting my time wating around anymore becuase your still unsure, its pathetic. We can be friends, thats fine, but I ( Read more... )

I'm in lve with the world ( Read more... )

That's basically how I am, I want to be optimistic about this whole situation, but I'm so afraid to. I don't want to convince myself that were for sure going to be back together, and then be crushed when she dates someone else. I'm so scared right now, and its all I can think about. Being away from her like this is tearing me up inside. The only ( Read more... )

This livejournal shit needs to stop. All its going to do is make us hate eachother. That can't happen, thats the last thing I want. I want to be your friend through this. I want to talk on the phone again, so whenever your ready call me. I'll do everything in my power not to frustrate you. I don't want a Lisa and Phil breakup. I've really been ( Read more... )

Hooray for Joey: Hey baby ( Read more... )

Emily, I love you with all of my heart.

I've tried calling you all morning from 7 till 7:30. I don't know what to do, it doesn't feel right and I'm freaking out, I think this is a mistake but I's so scared that you don't. I can't live without you, we can improve on things, it CAN get better, god I hope you read this. I need you in my life.

I got a car...woohoo. I hope it doesn't die, that would suck. I love Emily, so thats cool too. I get good grades now, so thats also cool, and I think I'm going to Premonitions of War's CD release party tmrw weather permitting.

Yeah, I just went through one of those long busy periods where I am way to busy to ever get on the internet let alone update the good ol livejournal. What compelled me to get on tonight, no one will ever know (frankly I don't either). Either way, on to the good shit ( Read more... )

So I heard a thing on the radio about the fireworks in Toledo and how they symbolize our Nations freedom. Then it hit me, it makes no fucking sense at all! If fireworks symbolize our freedom, then why don't we have the freedom to set them off to set them off??? (there illegal around these here parts) fucked up