I'm a lame Myspacer.  When was the last time I wrote a good blog?  It's been too long my friends.  It's either because I have no time or I haven't had any recent inspiration.  And, it's not that I never have the time to write.  It's more that the time I do have to penetrate Myspace is filled with feelings of uninspired wanting to write a blog.  I'm ( Read more... )

I'll start off by saying that this "blog" thing feels so foreign to me right about now.  I haven't written a REAL blog since March 30th, when some former friends decided to go hey-wire on me.  You can't please the world, right?  Right, and I don't intend to.

As I become wiser I am understanding that all of these emotions that seem to tackle ( Read more... )

I am more and more interested in social dymanics.  Sociology seems filled with interesting phenomina.  I don't know that I'm interested in "sociology" per se.  It's probably more the psychology of human behavior.  Now THAT'S more like it ( Read more... )

Recently, my family has reminded me of the movie Requiem For A Dream.  They seem to allow themselves personal addictions more often than not.

My brother's only response to anything is either, "Shut the fuck up ( Read more... )

I feel as if everything around me has slowly separated itself with reality.  One story after another and my mind is whirling.  I live in the epicenter of a mad world.  I don't know if people actually pay attention to the poems or lyrics other's post, but I'm going to post a song right now.  It's "Mad World", made famous in the movie Donnie Darko.  ( Read more... )

I'm done.  I'm so stressed out right now that I just want something crazy to happen so that I can either feel it all come crashing down, or, you know, maybe have just ONE thing go right in my life right now.  I'm done with it.

I know that I did better than what my results for Wind Symphony show.  What the FUCK is that all about?  I sort of don't ( Read more... )

( The Random Question Meme! )

Myspace is notorious for those certain Comment Whores who feel the need to comment on EVERY new blog they find.  Yeah, sure, that's fine.  I doesn't really bother me, I just sit here in complete awe, wondering how someone really needs this to boost self-esteem.

I think this new year is about finding out what is REAL in my life.  I've been through ( Read more... )