Oh naive-iety.

No, no, no.  Okay, I can believe that when you wake every day you have a very clear choice to bring yourself into a specific mood.  But HOW BORING!  And HOW UN-HUMAN!  What would I be if I decided I was going to be cheerful all the time?  I'd totally turn into Brandy Floyd, and no one wants that.

So I'm here to say I ( Read more... )

My friends.

I LOVE THEM!!  SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!

I know, I know.  That probably sounded a little girly.  But try saying it in a more masculine screaming voice.  That should do the trick.

I don't say this nearly enough, but to all of my friends . . . "I LOVE YOU!"

This weekend gave me two important things:

(one) Sometimes I have to make decisions to do ( Read more... )

I'm so done with trying to impress EVERYONE all the time.  Of course you all knew that, and you probably also know that it doesn't matter to ME who I impress . . . But I realize that sometimes I DO try to impress people . . . and when I say "people", I mean myself.

It's really awesome to know that I can do a million and a half things really well, ( Read more... )

Hurrrumph!

There are a few things I don't get.

. . .

It's okay, I guess.  I don't understand a lot of things, but I try to deal with what I can.

Whoops.  I have to go check something super quick.

*gone, gone, gone, gone, gone*

Okay, I'm back.

Sorry, I'm making random sense today.  It's not my fault.  I actually feel really good today, and I'm glad ( Read more... )

So, I think I'm a little frustrated right now.  Well . . . not really.  I'm actually liking where things are going, but I do think that the midterm rush has hit.  The midterm plane has landed folks.  The good thing, however, is that I don't feel incredibly swamped like last year.  I feel more in control, which is really, really good.

Right now is ( Read more... )

During times like tonight I begin to re-examine my impact on society. I start to realize that I'm not just going to school to better myself, I'm also going to school to better other people's lives. That could be the most important part: having an impact on someone's life. I want to, one day, be a professional euphoniumist and inspire other young ( Read more... )

I really hate (and I mean HATE) it when my friends lie to me, or when they put up a front to say just what you want to hear.  I don't openly state my opinions so that people will agree with me, I state them because I want to.  After all this time, and after all we've talked about I must have been completely decieved.

No, no, no.

They just don't ( Read more... )

Since my freshman year here at Eastern I've had to realize the "power of the MB" (Music Buildling, for those laymen). See, music majors live a life of everlasting drama and eternal immaturity. I've just accepted these things, and I've learned to adapt to doing my own thing without really acknowledging the insanity around me. It's way too much to ( Read more... )

You know, sometimes I really do get it.  I sort of feel like that right now.

It's that sort of feeling you feel when you know you're not completely the one to blame for this decision . . . you know that a compromise could have been made, but it wasn't.  AND you know that there very possibly could have been a not-so-good discriminatory undertone ( Read more... )

So, this weekend was super fun.  I liked being in Albuquerque again, without the constraints of another driver.  I just liked being able to say that I was going somewhere . . . and I went.  It's a good feeling.  The trip was really good, and there was GREAT fun and good converstations had ^_^ Yay.

You know, I'm sort of tired of a few particular ( Read more... )