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This is going to be one of those emotionally-charged livejournal entries. So if you don't give two shits, I suggest that you turn back now
Basically I'm fat. I'm not pleasently plump- I'm F A T. I have biggger boobs than half the girls I know and frankly, I could eat and drink way better. This all hit me hard tonight. I watched "Super Size Me" and I realized how much junk I eat EVERY day. Then I went to put on these new boxers I got for Christmas that I washed today... they don't fit... at all. And they're size 40. I can't let myself become bigger than I already was. I don't care if I don't look it when I have clothes on... I eventually have to change my clothes. I hate being fat.
I need everyone I know to help me win the "battle of the bulge"
Please help me- If you see me going to buy a cookie or swedish fish or candy or something shitty at school- tell me don't, yell at me, SCREAM if you want. Just remind me cause my cravings can be too much for me to handle by myself sometimes. So help me--- please.
I hate being fat... I'm about 250 pounds.
Thats not healthy at ALL in any way shape or form
I need to lose this baggage...
I will lose it.
I feel like shit right now...
Basically I'm fat. I'm not pleasently plump- I'm F A T. I have biggger boobs than half the girls I know and frankly, I could eat and drink way better. This all hit me hard tonight. I watched "Super Size Me" and I realized how much junk I eat EVERY day. Then I went to put on these new boxers I got for Christmas that I washed today... they don't fit... at all. And they're size 40. I can't let myself become bigger than I already was. I don't care if I don't look it when I have clothes on... I eventually have to change my clothes. I hate being fat.
I need everyone I know to help me win the "battle of the bulge"
Please help me- If you see me going to buy a cookie or swedish fish or candy or something shitty at school- tell me don't, yell at me, SCREAM if you want. Just remind me cause my cravings can be too much for me to handle by myself sometimes. So help me--- please.
I hate being fat... I'm about 250 pounds.
Thats not healthy at ALL in any way shape or form
I need to lose this baggage...
I will lose it.
I feel like shit right now...