I cannot remember feeling so much uncontrollable desire to write without a blink. This is something i have re-read and loved...and I have missed this feeling. Ironic how i find my motivations i guess, but everyone who reads this i thank you and hope you can appreciate it. I am very proud of my writing today and hope you can enjoy at least SOME part ( Read more... )

Ever get the feeling you are not living your own life? I do too! So, here i am, struggling for nothing. From the mouth of a good friend "you are trying too hard" and another friend said "you fall too easily" i think those two phrases sum up my current life in certain ways. While i do not think i try TOO hard i do try more than i should. I realize ( Read more... )

I feel like my cake is almost gone. I somehow feel like only half of it was edible and i did not realize in time. Now i have shared too many pieces to feed anyone else. My cake is almost gone and what i have left is frosting-less and hard ( Read more... )

so, more quotes i guess ( Read more... )

I have felt philisophical all day -and- i have been reading an odd amount today so i figured some of these quotes were worth sharing with everyone who reads about the Joey ( Read more... )

it is only you that makes my thirst deep and trying. I hide from those grasping eyes as my punishment awaits for locking onto them in the form of your fury. I run from your arms as they can entangle me in an intricate web that i will not try to escape. I fear your lips as they detach my sense of why and where and what i am doing in the moment they ( Read more... )

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I am sure that everything in my life is in some form completely my own fault. My desire to make people happy is starting to give way to my desire to feel wanted. I wish i had no desires at all, that way i would never be let down. I hate my heart, i want to kick it into a trash can and ignore it indefinitely. I just know so soon how i feel about ( Read more... )

Have you ever found yourself trying to figure out why your brain torments you with little stuff? Sometimes i wish i could tell my mind "hey, shut the fuck up, i am trying to be happy over here!" I am sure my minds response is something like "who gives a shit, i got re-thinking of things to do!" Regardless i find myself keeping my mind off of my ( Read more... )

So, i suppose a series of questions of some random analogy doesn't always have to be how i update my life, aye ( Read more... )