The only real way to be happy is to temporarily forget your life! I am not saying this to be mad, but fucked up things happen to everyone all the time. If you don't forget, at least temporarily, then your pissed off and/or depressed. This is why i blast my music all the time, it is the only time i think about nothing but what i can hear and it is a ( Read more... )

I really need to start being active like this past weekend. It felt really good to get things done as opposed to laying around finding excuses to not do anything. I have realized that being single carries alot of stuff i was not used to, for obvious reasons. For example, i really have no one to share my thoughts with or my personal feelings. When ( Read more... )

Ok, so keeping something bottled up is only making it harder on me so i have to let it out somewhere. I am pretty sure my writing will just be a long paragraph about crap, so beware ( Read more... )

It is finally complete! My computer that is. It finally died so i replaced the last few pieces that were old. So, i essentially have a new computer now. In your face super friends ( Read more... )

Does everyone hate their job most of the time....forever? I feel like that is how things are, but that has only led me to believe i need to be more proactive. I think i want to do grad school. Likely in 2007, it is only 1 year and then i can teach, which i feel is far better than what i am doing now. Don't get me wrong, my job is easy...it is just ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like i'm the only person who see's something wrong with the way things are sometimes. I don't really know if it my own imagination/conscience messing my perception up or if i truly do see things the way they are and....well they seem to be a bit out of place most of the time ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRACI ! ! ! !

HAVE FUN STALKING YOUR FUTURE HUSBAND! :(

I have started to grow more and more frustrated with my situation. Here what I have been pondering ( Read more... )

It is worth the fight to me, it always was. Therefore, i tried constantly to make things evolve to work by requesting and doing all i could to promote longevity. It wasn't to be annoying or needy, i just wanted mutual happiness and adoration with a little long distance affection. Apparently those arent aspects of life that everyone strives for ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard to be the right guy? I try...believe me i do. In the end, it appears i just cannot figure out the answer...the right answer anyways. Every round i go down swinging, but with little to show except another "experience" in my life. Maybe i am the crazy one, but i always assumed when you found someone that fits your needs while ( Read more... )