people make bad comments
and dont even have the guts to tell you who they are?
ah, the comfort of talking shit when no one knows who you are

im a sissy and a bitch

i wonder when my life began, as a human being. not the beating of my heart and the brain waves ( Read more... )

and FUCKING BREAK IT!

i feel more alone than i used to ( Read more... )

stopping what never began
you said "its perfect, the shadowboyfriend existence, you dont have to do anything."
and i said "i dont have anything"
you said i was right
i am

listening to Dismantled's Post Nuclear album for the past three days.
sometimes i feel like i can identify with what gary zon has to say
"you've had your life to live, now tell me what to do, i've got no life, i won't even choose"

so it was lunch with erin today
i chose ice cream
(double scoup waffle cone cookies & creme)
over a sandwich
.....she picked the sandwich

things are slow
my thinking is slow, and still erratic
im running uphill

i am so old man!