For those of you who watched the show Eek the Cat, I've got something for you. When does the hurting stop?

It has now been confirmed. I'll still get my hopes up, but I know it will never happen. Fuck it. I give up on talking about it.

The more things change the more they stay the same.

My hair is much longer than I would like it to be. I was thinking about getting a haircut but some people think that it might not be a good idea, seeing how the inevitable is all my hair falling out. I think my hair should go with some dignity, and theres no dignity in just keeping my hair in expectation of losing it. Its like having a comb over ( Read more... )

The good news keeps coming. When it rains it pours. Deal with it and move on. What else can I do?

Right now I just wish it was other parts of my that were numb so I couldn't feel what I feel right now

All of my fingertips are numb. I don't think thats right.

I am super pissed with God. If he's actually real. Which I don't think so. So I'm just pissed at the world around me then.

I keep hearing how I should thank God for my second chance at life. By the same token shouldn't I blame Him for taking away my "first" chance at life. Shouldn't I blame Him for giving me cancer. Shouldn't I blame Him for all of this

Its good to have someone to talk to. Thank you. It means more to me than you know. Because of you I shed tears of realization. Not necessarily sadness. Again thanks. Phil Collins said it best, "You'll be in my heart." Sure he was refering to Tarzan, but I think he'd let this one slide.