Happy birthday my forgotten one...

[johanna409]

Another year, and I think it's the first one that's felt like more than a day. Time has definitely numbed me (or healed, if you want to be optimistic about it). Two birthday's ago I was sobbing on the floor replaying recordings of her eulogy. This morning I awoke at 8:30, dressed to meet with some professors, and began my day. I lit a candle for

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[anglrapture]

i forget all the time too but sometimes i accedently do her crazy laugh and its unmistakably her and also i have her fingers (she was obsessed w/ hands..) and weird floppy feet. if you ever miss her feet i will take my shoe off for you. btw, when you zone out and the wheels in ur head start turning u make the same spacey face that she made. cheesey but true, there's parts of her that we're stuck w/-thank god. she would have been 16 today but she'll always be 13 to me, i'll never get over that..

[jox]

I feel like such a voyeur, but I have to say that you both are amazing.