Gloomy

[johhnny_c]

Here I sit at 11:09 p.m. in a complete state of depression. Nearly two years ago I was very happy. I was excited about life and looking forward to the future. Now I can only sit about wondering about the mistakes I have made. All i wish I could do right now is run away. At this very moment. If I had five hundred dollars I would just jet. I would

Comments

[elvenvision]

I know it's not much of a consolation for me to say that you could try to find the good in your current situation, but I truly believe that you are strong enough to do just that. You are hardly alone here. I am only an hours drive away at any given time and in just a month I will be able to drive again also. Whether you see it or not, you do have support here...even if it isn't necessarily the support you want. I tend to be quiet and withdrawn but I am always available if you need someone to talk to and my door is always open if you want somewhere to escape for a time. I also have a lot of art supplies if you wanted an art getaway for a day. lol Anyway, I'm rambling. Stay strong, we all love you.

[johhnny_c]

Thank you!