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[johhnny_c]

I am hemoraging from my mouth and nose. Well not literally. I am just so done. I am overwhelmed .......work, homework, tests, people being snotty to me, my Tags , taxes and license are due on the sixth as well as my insurance, the Halloween party, Money and people seeming like they are pissy or irritated at me. I am done. I don't want to deal with

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[elthalionperedh]

Well, here's my side of it....I really have very little sympathy, as I am currently overwhelmed with school, kids, housework, money troubles, Del's health issues that are really stressing me out and scaring the hell out of me, the acadame, and the party. And I kinda feel like I have been left to foot the bill for the rest of the party stuff, such as food, when I have no money to spare and I feel like I am expected to do all the work on getting ready for the party so other people can have a good time at my expense. I am feeling very resentful, put upon, and frustrated. I have been sick for a week, which doesn't make it any easier. I go around crying when no one is looking. And who gives a shit about that, huh? Who hugs me? Who says "Good job" to me? I was planning a party for you after you got your GED to celebrate, but I guess if I don't care, then I can forget about that. It's one less thing to worry about, anyway. Stop feeling so all fired sorry for yourself, get your head out of your ass, stop moping in your room and get your butt

[johhnny_c]

First of, why are you taking this personally? Secondly, I have been working nonstop since monday as well as doing classes and GED classes. So I am tired and feel like I have no alone time save to sleep. If this was all about you then I would have wailed on you. As it is , I see you do have something up. I have no idea of whats going on there because I don't have alot of time to spend with you guys. I would like to but we both know why its impossible. I didn't have any idea of health issues or anything and to come on and find you tearing me a new asshole, well.....sucks. I was venting frustrations about the general public including so called friends. Had this been directed at you I would have taken it up with you. As for the party and money, I kinda resent you always assuming that I intend not to help out or pay. In the case of today, I was simply forgetful and kinda pissy at work. I have been tired and sleeping in the afternoon because I am tired. It probably my fault but I do like alone time when I can get it and that is only

[elthalionperedh]

You want people to know what you're talking about, then open up and say it. Don't assume everyone knows. And when you say "I don't have any friends" and "No one is supportive of me" that, by definition, includes me. You didn't qualify it by saying "No one except(blah blah blah) cares." Or something like that. You need to think before you shoot your mouth off. And I'll rip you a new asshole on here or anywhere else I like cause I can! So there! LOL

[anonymous]

DUDE! you have been laying low! when have I seen you in days? Oh... that you weren't in bed and 3/4 asleep. and I did try to fuss over you about the GED... remember? you want more attention? get out of bed during the daylight when we are up and around!

Del

[johhnny_c]

I am up during the daylight. I am at work. LOL

[faire_damsel]

::Sends You Love::

[johhnny_c]

Thanks!

[faire_damsel]

*Hugs*

i love u

[anonymous]

No matter what happens or how u feel always remember i love and am proud of u if i had a car i would come see as often as i could u r one of my best friends don't forget u can call at any time loves tiff

Re: i love u

[johhnny_c]

thanks!