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Dec 08, 2005 17:28

i feel like shit. like a fat, ugly, failure. after yesterday's accident i seriosly wanted to take a gun to my head. i hate that feeling- complete guilt. i'm trying to just laugh it off, but it's like i'm cursed. why do the stupidest things always happent to me? am i retarded? i just feel worthless. i feel like my classmates hate me. i feel like my ( Read more... )

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blacksail77 December 9 2005, 19:37:26 UTC
whoa whoa whoa there bethany. you are far from worthless my friend. a car accident, even if it was your fault, is nothing to get all worked up over. i mean, we all go through periods where we can stand ourselves, but it always gets better, even if it takes a while. i for one, dont want to read this talk about you being "fat and ugle" because nothing is further than the truth. and hey, if your friends dont care about you, i suppose im not your friend, because here i am caring... cheer up kiddo, dont do anything i wouldnt do

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johannas_vision December 9 2005, 21:26:01 UTC
First off, lemme tell you a few things.
You are one sexy Russian gal. I think we all know this. I think the legions of your male lovers prove this fact.
Car accidents happen to the best of us, of course you'll feel silly for a couple of days, but no worries, everyone gets into an accident. Nothing to feel embarassed about, the car is fixable, and I bet your parents don't want you dwelling on it.
You are not worthless, please, I don't even think I have to elaborate on it.
Your friends like you. If you're talking about me, being sick and having to stay after for yearbook puts me in a horrible mood, sorry if I was mean.

Secondly, don't feel sad!
Thats all I've got for now.

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ecriver December 10 2005, 04:57:30 UTC
hey bethany :) jsut wanted to say hi & i <3 u and im coming home in about 4-5 days and i want to see you. You are wonderful and lovely and a car accident probably feels like the worst thing in the entire world, I really know the feeling. After a hwile though, you can really feel that accidents are accidents no matter whos fault it is. Everyone makes mistakes and has accidents and i know its the worst guilty feelin ever, I've had that a few times.
You're beautiful and not obese in the slightest form and I can't wait to see you
<3 l. wood

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lol! mateolikesgirls December 13 2005, 07:39:08 UTC
We arent very familiar :D but hey~~~~ i saw this and was like omg, bethanyyyyyyyy lololz! uz crahzehs :o

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