i'm having another panic attack ( Read more... )

what a horrible new years ( Read more... )

i've now just spent the past like 8 hours watching lagoona beach. i know everything. lc is the only one i like. i also watched the e true hollywood story on christina aguilera. it was very sympathetic towards her. man...i need tan....or a jag.....or a friend called "lc".

being back home for a couple of weeks should be fine. so far i've seen some people i havent seen for months. also my eczema is almost completely gone, i guess there's something in the air in those dorms. there is something that's missing here though. i do miss being able to walk down a hall and see a group of people i dont mind being around. i also ( Read more... )

so i'm moving out in 4 days ( Read more... )

tonight was pretty lame ( Read more... )

revised last post...

i realize that my lack of desire to work stems from the fact that i feel like nothing is at stake. if i fail to do an assignment, what will i lose?

my future i gues....

i realized my lack of desire to work relies on the fact that i feel no urgency or fear of losing something by not working ( Read more... )

so i've added another school to the list ( Read more... )

well, if anyone else hasnt seen this ( Read more... )