i used to hate sleeping
but now

now
i just wish i chould live my lif ein those fantasys

dreams

so when it comes to relatiosnhip si have alot to choose from

but theres only three people i whould even consider

one girl

two boys

one boy is technically my boyfriend
the other is a mysertious energy

i know i whould still choice mr.technical over everyone...

fuck i hate it

luckily i ahve a best friend liek taylor to help me

Crawling in my skin
these words they will not heal
fear is how i fall
confusing what is real

"Collectively, this is a time in history that enables you and those of your generation to advance spirtually through a heightened awareness of the invisible and intangible realms. A rebirth of spirituality through direct contact with higher forces is occurring in this generation. This contact takes many, many forms, including a compelling interest ( Read more... )

none of you care anymore i wish you whould

last night

i relized who really does care

so  last night i was trying to work out in my head this thign with andy the whole not talking the whole nto showing you care thing the whol he hever even caleld to say yes or no thing and then taylor and i went to the mall and at the mall i had one of my best ( Read more... )

The desperate eyes that close, maybe it goes away.
Please rest tomorrow,and bring a satisfied day.
The restless urge of love that's worth, the burning for.
Surely it's that one comforting, love to give you more.
And this thought can be that begins, the brand new tangled web you're spinning.
Anyone can be your brand new love.
Any time the force can be ( Read more... )

So I'm out of school for a couple of days, wendsay through sunday. On Friday Taylors heading out here to spend the weekend at my house and to do some wrestly with TRAVIS JOHNSON in the park. "Live in the moment your iN" Thats our moto for this weekend. What ever happens ... well, happens.

Then sometime in this coming weekend KAYLEE and I are ( Read more... )

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wheres my coffe?
I love Kelsey.

Oh mannnnn. You know andy? Well yeah I keep having these really negitive thoughts about him and these feelings that I shouldnt be dating him. Its funny because I really am in love with him. But I jsut want to break up with him. Itas strange.

I jsut couldnt do it. I couldnt go. I couldnt see him. Not today. Not how he si right now. Not how I AM RIGHT NOW. hellllllllo BIPOLAR. Even if everything was normal. Its still hard to see him. I hate it I have this boy this wonderful wonderful boy. But he still gets to my thoughts ( Read more... )

Sooooooooo YESTERDAY ( Read more... )