I enjoy fishing, today was exactly why. The thrill, the fun, tomorrow's good dinner.
I don't mind cleaning the fish, that is not the fun part of the experiance, but not a chore to be avoided either. I don't know if I'll ever, no matter how many fish I have or will catch and clean, get over the strangeness that is when you've a fully cleaned gutted beheaded fish, and your either seasoning it, or packaging it to cook later, and it moves. Dead things are not supposed to try to get away from you. When the head is detached from the body the fish should be dead, and not try to get away any longer. It won't keep me from fishing, It will not stop me from loving to eat a nice fresh piece of fish, but it'll all ways make me look at it funny.