So I was bored and thinking about my options for after the Army one night, when i decided to look into Blackwater Worldwide. Sounds interesting. Obviously not a sure decision, nor one at the top of the list, however it is a venue I didnt consider before, and a lucrative one.

OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Only 4 days til it comes out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have been in a constant state of geekasm for the last 2 weeks!!!!!!! Ladies i can totally sympathize with you in sex now. I am eagerly bouncing in anticipation over Metal Gear Solid 4 (aka- God in video Game form), and having beaten GTA4, I now have nothing ( Read more... )

Hey guys, long time no update. Nothing much new going on here. Been having some minor headaches and memory problems since the accident, also some irritability resulting in major assholeness, but all in all good. Got some pics from the Wedding reception, thought id post em since everybody was yelling at me for them shortly after the wedding.


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I came closer to death last night than ever before in my life. Ill update again in a bit about it. got another debriefing to go to.

well, im still around, but damnit, this deployment is taking too long to end. Ive been constantly busy, running tons of missions, and it still only adds up to days. Im so tired of the army. I cant wait to be out. I cant wait to have a normal job and a normal life again ( Read more... )

Well, Sarah and I got married yesterday. it was nice and small yet destroyed my nerves. Was nervous as hell. Right now were chilling in Joplin, MO right now and heading back to Oklahoma in a few hours. I dont know if im gonna have the money to fly back to Oregon while im back but we'll see. I got my cell phone working again so call me. If you dont ( Read more... )

Alright, alright. Im still alive, sheesh. So certain people, you know who you are, can stop worrying and flooding my email/myspace with tears of fear. I am in fact still here, with no small amount of luck, mind you. Been super busy doing super dangerous thingys. Part of why i havent updated lately is the loss of three of my buddies on an operation ( Read more... )

hi all, long time no update. Things are alright here. Could be better, but could be worse. Its been a month since my buddies got killed, but im actually over it for the most part. Im excited, ill be back in the states on R&R in a month. Be getting married soon and were already house shopping. Not much else here new. Iraq is the same old garbage ( Read more... )

So here i am...in a mental hospital in Balad. Living in a prison would be kinder. At least there no one puts on a fake face of caring and interest. Their talking about pulling me off combat operations, when thats when i feel most alive. I feel more at home on the streets of iraq, than i do in the safety of our base ( Read more... )