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Its the days that I feel the most brilliant that I feel the most sad and alone.... and sometimes its harder then others....
I so wish somedays it was really different... but in the end, and at least so far... the questions of what I ask, will never be answered until for me its to late....
still for some reason I torture myself with creations that are bigger, and better, then I could ever hope to be... will post later in my art journal the images... they really are uber cool...
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just feel its not fair some days... ,
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