It's nobody's fault but mine...

[johnny_fuck]

Well, I'm in the middle of starting my philosophy journal. I think I need some inspiration from Jacob, I'm fucking it up

Comments

[dark_yavin]

I miss you like crazy John, I haven't seen you in forever n thensome.
Im not gonna lie, I didn't read it all. But still... yeah. I suck.
I hope to see you soon dwyer.
loves.

[headless_panda]

just keep in mind that i think you rock...my missing socks

[johnny_fuck]

thanks

[seckela]

The thing is, you are a man conviction. You seek tragedy so you have a reason to live, a reason to fight. A passion for something greater than mediocrity. I know this because I have seen the sickness, your at times need for its grasp over your every thought. The feeling that it invokes in you, to strive to live when the fever threatens that which you always wanted but could never see, to simply live. You need that reason, a reason to appreciate life without having to force yourself too. In the end, I simply pray for you, as a brother, to find that truth inside you and seek your cure, be it to quit the addiction or to give into it.

[johnny_fuck]

we can only hope.