I've been senseless and need to remember that I have the ability to take control and not let things get out of hand ( Read more... )

fuck love fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck it

What a night.
I love you Shary...

everythings weird and I don't understand anymore.

There's definately something wrong with the way I do things...but I'm not sure if I should change some things or just go with the flow.

No goal no care. I'll be perfectly fine being unsatisfactory. I've got no one to impress and very few who catch my own attention and those that do always seem so far away.

I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow I hope it bleeds all day long.

I was just fought over...which was...AWSOME!!!!

High time for some tomatoe soup, and this shit is yummy in the tummy. I haven't been sick in really long time, so it's weird feeling this crappy. Hopefully I'm not too sick. I hate how when you are actually sick your boss never let's you call in for a few days. It seems like your sickness only lasts for how long they tell you it will last. Lame ( Read more... )

It's about time I stop complaining at least for a month or two and spend some time enjoying what comes my way rather than dread them. I have the chance to have a positive outlook on life again so here I go ( Read more... )

I think I'm actually able to stop drinking.

And it's not even really that difficult aside from the pain of reality.

I got my fire back...

This time around Im not letting it go out.