I've been sitting here in my room alone for the last four hours and forty-one minutes. It feels like days. I'm getting sick of this. Why do I spend all of my time alone now? What the fuck happened? My friends don't call anymore. I've given up calling them, because they've always got other things to do. I'm starting to think that they just ( Read more... )

A telemarketer or something called work today, looking for my dad. When I told the lady he wouldn't be in at all today, she asked if it would be OK to try to call again tomorrow. I quickly responded to this with, "Shit, its a free country, do what you want." and hung up. I can't quite explain why, but that just about made my entire day right ( Read more... )

Slight revision to Plan (Plan will be forthwith spelled with a capital "P", as it has become the central point of my life for the moment ( Read more... )

OK, so there's this conversation between me and my mom that's been going on for about two years now, basically about what I'm going to do with my life. We were talking about all of this earlier this evening, and I said, "I know exactly what I want to do with the rest of my life -- I just don't know what I want to do right now." And she looks at ( Read more... )

Friends and...friends, I guess, it is most likely going to be a very late night filled with fun useless updates meant for nothing other than to annoyingly clutter up your friends page. Or would, that is. If any large amount of people actually listed me as a friend. I'm not sure if anyone does. I wonder if I should check... Anyhow, on that note ( Read more... )

Today was really awful ( Read more... )

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This is depressing like whoa.

I'm not going to call you. I won't do it. It wouldn't make much difference anyhow. All you're going to do is bait me with the "I'll call you back when I get home" and then "forget" all about it later on. I can take a fucking hint. You don't have to lie to me ( Read more... )

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