so meghan broke up with me over this dream i had. yeah, im really sad. im writing a lot of songs about how much of an ass i am and how much i love her...but its hopeless. she doesnt like me anymore...i think. i love her to death. TO DEATH!!! ha. we went to starbucks today and i asked her if she wanted to get back together with me and she was like " ( Read more... )

so meghan is coming over today. i cant wait. im so excited!!!!

so im updating my journal for the first time in a long time ( Read more... )

so meghan came over yesterday. i had so much fun. we watched clue and rocky horror. she knows all the lines to both of those movies. it kicked ass. i think she may have left clue over here ( Read more... )

so i just got done with this totally kool sat prep course at mcintosh. rite. but before that i went to waffle house with meghan before hand, so my day was like 3976193609183708173 times better. (that was a rough estimate by the way ( Read more... )

well, i told my mom i was quitting football today. she was like "the fuck you are!" so apparently im not going to ( Read more... )

so i was supposed to go out with rex last nite cuz alysa was sick...but britney came by so i couldnt. we got $5 pizza from little caesars and that was "woof". it was really nasty and i got to feeling like a fat piece of shit. i crashed out about 10 o clock. and thats really weird of me while im in htown cuz i usually am up way later than everyone ( Read more... )

so im chilling in the htown with my sick cousin alysa. i bought this awesome $4 cd from hot topic at the mall today. its awesome. its got the judas cradle, albert react, and evergreen terrace. its a hot mix, ugh ( Read more... )

first of all, rex and meghan have a little heat going on on my message board...at least i think its meghan. haha. shes the only one who capitalizes the "m" in mat ( Read more... )

im so sick...