I'm tired of my defeatist attitude. I'm tired always being bitter and resentful. Maybe I would be slightly more optimistic if everyone and everything didn't suck so much. Yeah, that's probably it.

Grades 2nd-3rd: Sister gives me a Tom Petty and Seal on cassette for my birthday. I listen to them exlusively all the time. I memorize all of the lyrics and learn how to sing in key ( Read more... )

Fuck. I'd saw off both arms with a butter knife for the opportunity to hang out with you.

Loyalty is in town this weekend. They're also playing a surprise super secret set at this bullshit indie party tonight. This... is going to be fucking great

Following the popular trend... Jessica asked me ( Read more... )

I bought an exquisite new acoustic guitar today. It makes me very happy

I got A's on all of midterms except for my art history class which I recieved a solid B. Which is also my grade in the class - 84%. This might be my first semester at Cabrillo in which I will get all A's if I can just step up my AH grade. This most likely will not happen though ( Read more... )

Tom Waits has every answer to any question I have about my life. I know some amazing people. I know some shitty people.

Marisa is rad and I will love her to the end of time. Our friendship is amazing you big slut bag. (Bro+song to movie nights)

A bottle of wine contributed to this amazing post. Goodnight.

I got an easel and a couple of canvases for my birthday. However, I won't be able to sit down and start anything until this weekend due to this week being midterms ( Read more... )

My mom's aunt died today which was really devasting to her seeing as how she was the closest thing to a mother my mom ever had(her mom died when she was 3). Things seem to always be getting worse. I worry about my mom everyday and it's really the main reason I have been so down lately. The other being a constant increasing debt. I fucking work my ( Read more... )

talk about a knife to the heart

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