its getting close to go time, and im getting pretty excited. there is still a lot of things that need to get firmed up, and also a lot of amazing experiences that are going to happen before im down in florida ( Read more... )

one of the worst parts about being head over heels for a woman that doesnt feel any romance for you (beyond the obvious) is that i always find myself second guessing everything she does and says. like there is a hidden motive or that she is actually up to something that she isnt telling me. its pretty ridiculous and i hate feeling that way all the ( Read more... )

im nervous again this week. this is the week i plan to let my job know that im going to be leaving in a couple months. it really isnt that big a deal i guess, or atleast it shouldnt be. the wheels are already set in motion and its what im doing. its just the matter of telling them and how they react that scares me. i probably will blow this out of ( Read more... )

its almost 3 PM, and im happy. no one is in the office at work, and its quiet for once in the past couple weeks. i just cant wait for 5 to roll around so i can get home and nap to commence the gaming tonight ( Read more... )

so the birthday passed without too much going on really. which was nice. i was hoping all day that work wasnt going to blow ass on my birthday, and i got my wish ( Read more... )

i ate too much :x

and im a little sleepy now, which likely isnt good as i was tired this morning. i hope i dont doze off in my chair from a food coma.

so even though i was up until about 1:30 with grace in SL, im not tired this morning. she thought i was going to be paying for it this morning, and im not. but im sure i'll pay for it tomorrow morning or at some point this week, lol ( Read more... )

i really dont care of believe in "easter". i was happy that i didnt even have to utter the words all day long. my parents going to colorado for the next week definitely made this possible. otherwise id be stuck going to relatives or something and pretending that i care about a holiday that does nothing for me ( Read more... )

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so i told her last night and we talked. she said she didnt feel anything romantically for me but thought i was a great guy. honestly was a little sad at that point, but we are just going to move forward as friends still. it seemed well enough last night as we were joking around and such like normal. i just hope it continues like this and doesnt ( Read more... )